7/26/2023 0 Comments Rochard yates![]() ![]() The women, alone in their big, impeccable houses, let their days slip away in endless rounds of triviality - or at least, that was the way Alice saw them in her mind's eye. The question of whether or not she would find it awkward being called "Mrs Nelson" remained unresolved nobody in Scarsdale called her anything at all.Įlectric trains drew the men away to the city each morning and the children were swallowed up by the school."I don't really have any friends not real ones. All the others, George, for example, had made easy things sound difficult. "You make it sound so easy." But that was one of the wonderful things about Sterling Nelson: he could make any difficult thing sound easy, and the only other man she had ever known who could do that was Willard Slade.Why couldn't she stop talking? Did all lonely people have that problem?."Salmon-patty catshit, that's what kind." Late in the afternoon the company cooks brought food up to the village for the first hot meal they'd had since Belgium - salmon patties, dehydrated potatoes, and canned fruit salad - and most of the men seemed in high spirits as they sat or squatted over their mess kits in the street.His ears took in only the rise and fall of her voice, the elaborate, familiar, endless rhythm of it but from long experience he was able to say "Oh yes" or "Of course," in all the right places. "This is the kind of thing that really-" he paused, examining the wisp of smoke that curled from his wet pipestem. I'd be like the ugly duckling among the swans." Sort of heroic super-people, all of them beautiful and witty and calm and kind, and I always imagined that when I did find them I'd suddenly know that I belonged among them, that I was one of them, that I'd been meant to be one of them all along, and everything in the meantime had been a mistake and they'd know it too. "I still had this idea that there was a whole world of marvelous golden people somewhere, as far ahead of me as the seniors at Rye when I was in sixth grade people who knew everything instinctively, who made their lives work out the way they wanted without even trying, who never had to make the best of a bad job because it never occurred to them to do anything less than perfectly the first time.And I guess when you do see the hopelessness, that's where there's nothing to do but take off. ![]() Because maybe it does take a certain amount of guts to see the emptiness, but it takes a whole hell of a lot more to see the hopelessness. Nobody ever said 'hopeless', though that's where we'd chicken out. We'd sit around talking about emptiness all night. Hell, plenty of people are on to the emptiness part out where I used to work, on the Coast, that's all we ever talked about. The waiting mid-town office buildings would swallow them up and contain them, so that to stand in one tower looking out across the canyon to another would be to inspect a great silent insectarium displaying hundreds of tiny pink men in white shirts, forever shifting papers and frowning into telephones, acting out their passionate little dumb show under the supreme indifference of the rolling spring clouds. How small and neat and comically serious the other men looked, with their gray-flecked crew cuts and their button-down collars and their brisk little hurrying feet! There were endless desperate swarms of them, hurrying through the station and the streets, and an hour from now they would all be still.This country's probably the psychiatric, psychoanalytical capital of the world." "I mean talk about decadence," he declared, "how decadent can a society get? Look at it this way.Novels Revolutionary Road (1961) There were endless desperate swarms of them, hurrying through the station and the streets 3.1 "A Tragic Honesty: The Life and Work of Richard Yates" by Blake Bailey (2003). ![]()
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